Juli 12, 2011

malam ini.. gue nangis karena gue mencoba buat flashback ke kehidupan yg kemarin, dan kemarinnya lagi, lagi dan lagi. :'(

teman..

satu kata kunci yang ada di benak gue saat ini juga. mereka amat berarti buat gue. buat kehidupan gue saat ini dan untuk yang akan datang. apa arti teman? banyak jika gue yang mengartikan. teman.. sebuah ikatan batin antara dua orang yang mempunyai banyak kesamaan dan kekurangan, kecocokan antara satu dengan yang lain.. itu salah satunya.

entah kenapa malam ini, rasanya gue pengen meluk mereka. menangis dan tertawa bersama mereka.

kalaupun gue harus pisah sama mereka, gue harap gue atau mereka ngga ngelupain satu sama lain. karena, bagaimanapun juga kita pernah mengenal. kita pernah bicara, bertukar segalanya, i love you.. every single all of you :')
gue ngerti, sangat ngerti tanpa gue diajari. setiap kali berjumpa maka akhirnya juga akan berpisah. NGGAK APA KALO GUE HARUS KEHILANGAN SALAH SATU DARI ELO, ATAU BAHKAN ELO SEMUA! setidaknya gue pernah kenal kalian, kita pernah bareng-bareng. asal lo tau, gue bangga pernah punya kalian dalam hidup gue... :'|

gue sayang sama lo semua... SEMUA!! ga ada kecuali. Yesha, Endah, Sicca, Nilla, Bella, LINTANG AGIS BAHTERA, Pipit, Nana, Linda, Agung, Basis, Ista, Tedy, Juvita, Jaul, Penta, .. gue sayang sama elo semua :'(

big thanks, big respect for GALIH. thanks brother for anything. anything.. you taught me how to be myself. how to solve the problem of my life. remind me for all the bad things I would do. I can't say all you have done this time to me. You know what? You're strongest man that my eyes have ever seen .. I wish I could be like you. not mushy, always solve the problem calmly, rigid when in the lowest position in life. everything that not everyone has all within you. proud of it man ... hope you get a great life brother .. God bless you brother, God will pay for all that you dedicate to your life so far. years to insulate the mind, life, everything .. God will show you what the meaning of eternal happiness is. :')


Juli 11, 2011

Tiffany Thornton - Magic Mirror

Watching the night set in, tomorrow’s a brand new day again
Full of twists and turns you’ll never know, and great surprises

And nothing is black and white, with so many colors in this light
Take a brush and paint what’s in your dreams, a perfect picture

I’m looking at my reflection, for the answer to the question

Make a wish tonight, and see the twinkle in the rain

There’s magic if you close your eyes, so all you have to do is believe the impossible
And wish upon my magic mirror
Believe in miracles, so dreamers always dream forever, forever

Possibilities in your hand, Adventures waiting far off land

Full of twists and turns you’ll never know, second chances

So catch a falling star, and keep it close hold it in you heart

And it will shine a light in the dark, and make things clearer

I’m looking at my reflection, for the answer to the question


Make a wish tonight, and see the twinkle in the rain there’s magic if you close your eyes

So all you have to do is believe the impossible, and Wish upon my magic mirror
Believe in miracles, so dreamers always dream forever, forever
Take a chance cuz you can and you will see all the possibilities

If you try you will find all the treasure hidden underneath your feet

Make a wish tonight, and see the twinkle in the rain
There’s magic if you close your eyes, so all you have to do is believe the impossible
And wish upon my magic mirror
Believe in miracles, so dreamers always dream forever, forever


DEMI LAVATO - The Gift Of A Friend :) <3

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground you, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home, you're not alone

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in, when believe in the gift of a friend


Juli 10, 2011



bhahahha, oh boy... you're so fuckin pity!!




fuck this boy! ahhahaha, but it makes me laugh of loud.. so loud! :))))))




stodgy mom ever!! hahahha, i hope my mom can do this to me. and end up with stupid face! hahahha



BHAHAHHAHHAHHHHHHHAHAHHA~~


i love these..:)










i don't know, i was upset tonight for no reasons. i'm so weak tonight, like im fighting with my self, with my own, and my heart. i try so hard to make a smile on my face. laugh at a moment, watch something funny..but what? NOTHING! it don't entertain my ego..so what i've to do to stop this shit?!