Januari 08, 2012

YAY!! hari pertama masuk sekolah~~

hay ladies :*

hari ini, pertama gue masuk sekolah.. iiih, seneng banget. udah ketemu sama temen temen. really miss'em :D
akhirrrrnyaa, gue bisa belajar lagi kaya kemaren. haha.. udah gue tunggu jauh jauh hari. ughhh, seneng banget deh gue. gatau deh kenapa. :D:D

oya, kemarin liburan terakhir gue main ke pantai sama si Ibe :* hehehe. sayangnya cuman berdua T_T .. ga seru sih sebenernya, cuman gue asik asikin aja. hahaha
ga sukanya pas berangkat doang,.. gimana ga. dari daerah pegunungan, yang gue lewatin gue sama Ibe kehujanan. basah.. kedinginan pulak.

pas nyampek sana, eeehh.. ga terlalu ramai. --" sebel.. ujannya juga makin deres lagi. tapi gue nekat main aja di pesisir pantai. gue main pasir, main air sambil nungguin pacar gue having fun with his-self. hahaha, ya gpp kali ya.. cari kesenangan sendiri. gue sama dia tuh saling menghargai kesenangan masing masing. kesenangan itu ga bisa dipaksain untuk sama dengan orang lain.. tiap individu pasti beda. hehe, sok tuir deh gue. eh, emang fakta loooohhh ;p

ga lama sih gue main disana, sumpah banget disana dingiiiiinnnnnnn banget. ampe gigi gue kedengeran kalo bergetar. ahahah, abis itu gue mandi di toilet yang khusus untuk mandi para wisatawan. setelah mandi bersih, udah rapi, gue cari mie ayam. udah kaya ibu ibu hamil gue. ngidam banget sama mie ayam. lama ngga makan mie ayam. kangen juga sama mie ayam. apalagi kalo makannya cuma pake sambel sama kecap manis sedikit. apalagi kemarin itu pas ujan ujan. brrrrr... jadi angeeeeettt :D

pas makan, ada penyanyi dangdut ikutan makan. bhahahha, norak abis. bahh, benci ama penyanyi dangdut deh gue. soalnya, penampilan mereka terlalu heboh. dan... ya pokoknya begitu dah. hahaha

abis itu, gue main lagi ke pantai. pakai payung, karena ujannya masih lumayan deres. pinjem lagi, ga sempet deh kepikiran kalo gue harus bawa payung. gue kira, disono matahari bersinar cerah. ternyata mendung total. hhahahha

ini niih, some pictures about us. :D

maap ya kalo jelek... :D

 



Januari 06, 2012

Poreotic, Tic Tic Tic Tic Tic :*

 

 
 
 






Never get stop.

five days already, I tried to dancing. express my own self.. it's  getting me upset when I  look out myself in the mirror. who the fuck I am?

Dumbo, has always inspired me. saw him dancing, like take me to another situation. gave me a great spirit, to always try, and believe in myself that I can do.
when I know everything is just like a dream, I began to hate myself. hate what I do. and I heard my heart scream out, saying "if you can't, forget everything you do. JUST STOP!"

then I sat down, then  put my body on the floor. take a  breath and think about everything for a moment. and I  laughed .. oh shit ..  hahaha, all such as diary of a melodramatic fool!

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but now, I think. if you want to be what you want, do as best you can. at least you've tried so hard, so that someday there's no meaningful remorse when you realize you have failed.

thank you so much, DUMBO. thank you for keeping my spirit alive :*.

 <3


Januari 05, 2012

Penyakit mulai KUMAT!

--___-- hiks..hikss..

hwuaaa.. busuk banget deh ah holiday gue. syit! pengen cepet cepet masuk sekolah. kebanyakan nih liburnya. kepala sampe pusing begini. anjing dah! :'(

muak gue mah, mana pulsa abis ga di isi-isi lagi. katanya iya, ditungguin dari tadi pagi malah lupa nomornya. kan ada sms sebelumnya. omfg! tau dah. bodo amet..ga di isi juga ga apa. bisa order tempat lain bung. hashhh!!

sumpah ya, ini liburan TERBURUK yang pernah gue rasain dalam hidup. hate everything like hell... arrrgh! >:(




Januari 04, 2012

Nicki Minaj - Moment For Life



I fly with the stars in the skies,
I am no longer trying to survive,
I believe that life is a prize,
But to live doesn’t mean you’re alive,
Don’t worry bout me and who I fire
I get what I desire it’s my empire
And yes I call the shots I am the umpire
I sprinkle holy water upon a vampire, vampire
And this very moment I’m king
This very moment I slay Goliath with a sling,
This very moment I bring
Put it on everything that I will retire with the ring,
And I will retire with the crown, Yes!
No I’m not lucky I’m blessed, Yes!
Clap for the heavyweight champ, Me!
But I couldn’t do it all alone, We!
Young Money raised me, grew up out in Paisley
Southside Jamaica, Queens and it’s crazy
Cuz I’m still hood, Hollywood couldn’t change me
Shout out to my haters, sorry that you couldn’t faze me
Aint being cocky we just vindicated, best believe that when were done
This moment will be syndicated, I don’t know this night just reminds me
Of everything that they deprived me of, kuhh!
Ppppp put ya drinks up, it’s a celebration every time we link up
We done did everything they can think of
Greatness is what we wanna brink up.


I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive

I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive

[Drake]
Yeahh
Yeaahh
Yeahh, ugh
What I tell ‘em hoes bow bow bow to me, drop down to ya knees
Young Money the Mafia that’s word to Lil Cease
I’m in The Dominican Big Papi Ortiz
Doin’ target practice all these bitches just aiming to please
Shoutout to the CEO 500 degrees
Shoutout to the OVO where we set for T’s, oooow
N-ggas wanna be friends how coincidental
This supposed to be our year we ain’t get the memo
Young King, pay me in gold
40 got a bunch of weed he ain’t even roll
These n-ggas be droppin songs they ain’t even cold
Weezy on top and that n-gga aint even home, yet!
Yeaah, be very afraid these other rappers getting bodied and carried away
F-ck it me and Nicki Nick gettin’ married today
And now you bitches that be hatin can catch a bouquet, oww
Yeah, you a star in my eyes, you and all them white girls party of five
Are we drinking a lil more I can hardly decide
I can’t believe we really made it I’m partly surprised, I swear
Daaam, this one for the books, man!
I swear this shit is as fun as it looks, man!
I’m really tryna make it more than what it is, cuz everybody dies but not everybody lives!


I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive

I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive


This is my moment, I waited all my life I can tell its time
Drifting away I’m one with the sunsets, I have become alive.


I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive

I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive